I'm sitting here flipping through my planner so I know what all I've done in the past week! Sad? Yes.
I've accomplished major Christmas shopping (still more to do). I've taken my 156lb dog to the vet. I've been on a short family vacation to the mountains. I've done more decorating around the house. I've ran so many errands I won't attempt to tell you about. I've stayed up til 11:00pm wrapping gifts. I've been stuck (in a Cadillac) driving up a mountain. I've shopped for two days straight. I've finally got my in-laws' Christmas gifts. I've dealt with an insurance company, a doctor's office, a pharmacy (all three unrelated-- weird). Oh, and the phone company. I've also started working on our taxes (YUCK). I've laughed until I cried while dancing to "I know you want me. You know I want you". I've prayed for patience and understanding during this holiday season. I've been to
Wal-Mart twice this week during lunch. I've braved traffic and torture and torment to go to that store. It was terrible. I almost lost my religion, but instead I smiled and said "Merry Christmas" {and then mumbled something under my breath}. I watched two girls get taken out of that store in handcuffs. I've heard people honk and curse at others for taking their time walking across the parking lot or through the pedestrian crossing. I've learned my
insurance premiums will double the first of the year. I've watched my niece and cousins make snowmen in the wet snow at the cabin. I've discovered that my husband snuck off and bought me something for Christmas (he told me, not that he snuck off, but that he bought me something). I've snuck off and bought him something for Christmas.
I have a long list of things I
haven't accomplished too. I haven't sat down with my husband in a week. I haven't seen any friends (I've barely emailed or
texted this week. I know I haven't called anyone). I haven't been to church. I haven't finished shopping. I haven't started cooking for Christmas. Heck, I haven't even figured out what I'm taking for Christmas. I haven't cleaned my house in over a week. I haven't seen empty laundry baskets in at least a week. I haven't even started preparing my house for 13 of my family members. I haven't played with Amos. I haven't stopped to breath. I haven't gotten to enjoy my time lately. I haven't finished all my work. I haven't checked my personal email in over a week. I haven't updated
facebook in, well, I'm not sure how long. I haven't uploaded any pictures-- and I planned on giving pictures as gifts! What was I thinking?! I haven't vacuumed the living room or bedroom, but Brad did- while I was gone to the mountains. I haven't had a clean desk, car, or house in a while. {I'm so thankful that God has allowed me a desk (when so many are out of work) and a car (while so many have been
repo-ed at the bank) and a house (since so many are being foreclosed on)}
Ok, enough with that list. It's starting to freak me out! Although, it was quite handy because I can use it as my "to-do list" for today and tomorrow. Whew. After work today I plan on finishing my list. If I don't buy it today, then those people just aren't getting anything! I also plan on working on laundry and cleaning at least two of the seven rooms in my house. Brad just sent me a message letting me know he's off all day tomorrow. I replied "good. now you can do the cleaning and cooking while I'm working!" He hasn't responded yet. I think he's ignoring me. He doesn't know it yet, but he will be helping me. I also received two phone calls from friends that informed me they will be coming over tonight and they expect to be fed (neither said they expected to be fed; I just know them that well). HA! Sounds like a pizza night to me!
In all of this chaos I'm trying to stay calm, cool, and collected. I'm also praying. A lot. God didn't grant me as much patience as he did others so he gets to hear from me a good bit during the holiday season! Mostly when I'm driving in town or I'm in public places. I'm also repeating this:
God grant me the serenity to accept the things I cannot change;
Courage to change the things I can;And wisdom to know the difference.So far, so good.
Christmas Eve:
Tomorrow I have to work until 12:00. I also have the annual Dixon family Christmas tomorrow afternoon AND the Taylor family Christmas after that. Normally I'll go to the Dixon's to eat then to the Taylor's for dessert. I'll probably do the same this year. Although I just found out that Brad's grandfather has been taken to the ER and they're running tests on him. He's been throwing up since last night.
Christmas Day:I'm not quite sure how that will go just yet. I know we'll be going to my parents' house and Brad's parents' house, my grandparents' house, and then we'll come back to OUR house for my maternal grandmother and her twin sister, my mom, sister, and niece, my aunt, uncle, their son, and my uncle, aunt and their two daughters to come over for Christmas. Talk about a busy day!I hope everyone has a Merry Christmas!!!